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Throwback : An entry from my high school journal on the month of August

Go. (this is really the title.)

A little while ago, I was just a kid. I wish to grow up already so I can fulfill my dreams.(me.today-->i used to have dreams, huh). I was a girl who hopes to rule my world, the power to change it and be independent with my life. (mighty power!)

Children by nature are inferior. (Just recently, I've learned Alfred Adler said this. )

Now, I am to choose which way in this diverge roads I am to follow. I have in my hand the BUCET form. On the 14th of September, it has to be filled up and passed on to the registrar. But I stopped here, to utter-- "I'm in chaos."

We have attended the career guidance yet I am not satisfied with what they imparted. I am still caught in confusion. I am getting anxious, learning that if I failed to follow the right way, I'll regret this so much.

College is not high school. Being there is not any mile near from here. I do need adjustments, sacrifices, and others.

But, I have to go on, no more too much thinking. I have to answer this form.


>>> Rusty 9 years, I didn't remember thinking this way, only this prima facie evidence tells so. Anyway, I tell you, I have some regrets taking Com.Sci and my life is really a bit ruined but it's alright because I'm still livin' ^_^.

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